Changing ..

was like this at a moment,
not too far from today.

I'm moving to the one I always wanted to be .. far away from the one I'm currently being ..

I thought, "since both are torturing and will eventually suck the soul out of me" and "the one I'm applying for, might -crossing fingers- achieve something." so I told myself : "what the hell?!"

now, this post is primarily to document my progress.

Step 1 (March 2012): Tried out TOEFL exam for the first time, was nervous, got a fair grade, but I believe I can do batter, so I'm doing it again inshallah.

Step 2 (April 2012): trying to have more fun, and be more fun for people to hang around, i took my ever first vacation trip since I arrived to Riyadh, was a very lovely weekend in Addammam and Al-Khubar with my friend LUNAR., and we met 7ota as well. I'll post the pictures soon inshallah.

Step 3 (April 2012): My Facebook is permanently closed .. maybe for some of you it's not a biggy, for me it is. I have an extremely addictive personality, toward people, places and things. I've been going back and forth, hanging myself to this "webpage", until I was left with no time in my day to do anything, and whenever i try to make a distance i find myself longing to it, and with no use of this time whatsoever. so, yeah this is a biggy.

I'm planning to do something every month.

so, I'll be filling more steps as soon as I walk them through inshallah.

wish me luck :D

and for the time being.

have a good day.