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Happy Eid everybody,

and may GOD accept all your prayers and "6a3at"..

i petty myself to have such Eid, it was good (who am i kidding? :k:)..

actually, i don't know how to feel, its been few tough days, i'm scared, that is a fact, pretty scared, and at the same time, it feels pretty weird, that wt loneliness always do to me, no offense friends, u are a great company, and u've always been a great help, though, this loneliness can't be removed but by that only person i'm feeling lonely for.

I spent the whole day watching "Death Note", as if the computer screen was my family my firends, and everyone i need to be with, i parly greetd my family, and wished them a happy Eid, u would go for a sentense like (weirdo! its Eid! and they are the only people will you ever want to be with), its true to everyone but me, because i'm a "weirdo" or as close to as possible.

Lost, is a word i can discribe how i feel now, pretty lost.

i wish nobody will read this, its holidays after all, and we all "have to be happy".

again happy Eid all. and may GOD bless you all.

P.S. i've heard that song, and it made me feel they way u wanted me to feel, scared, consumed, and wished not to be born.